my entire family is messed up, seriously. i thought my family was a nice normal type of family. today i learned a big secret my parents have kept from me my entire life. everything is unraveling right now. the way i look at my parents now is so different. im so confused, i hear two different sides of the story and now i dont know which one is right. my life is right now so...MESSED UP. why does it have to be so chaotic at a time like this? i find out in this point in my life i have an older sister that i NEVER KNEW ABOUT. i hear two different sides of the same story. my mom is married to two people at the same time? she has a family in malaysia? is that why she doesnt want to return? how can she leave my sister over there in malaysia? if i ever meet her; will she be mean or nice to me? i've never seen her ever. and i want to see her; really badly. i wonder what will happen when we meet face to face? will she look at me with pure hatred? or welcome me with open arms. I FIND OUT THAT I HAVE A HALF SISTER MY ENTIRE LIFE. does my mom really have another family in malaysia? what is she chose my sister over me? would i have been in the same situation as she is now? if my mom chose her over me i would've been the one who was motherless...i really cant imagine because my father is so helpless.
what am i going to do? there is so many things going on. i just want to run away from it all.
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Do you want to talk about this? I don't have much of a voice right now, but I'm really worried about you. Do you need to talk? You have my cell number right? Jennifer
Oh, Lisa, all I can say is that I love you and I'm so sorry this is happening. ♥♥♥
Update your Blogger! T_T
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