Tuesday, December 4, 2007

uncontrollable feeling.

whenever i am under alot of stress. there is this feeling of not being under control. its frightening at the same time i just want to go with the flow. right now i have this feeling of uncontrollibility.(is that a word?) and its scaring me so much. all i want to do it just make time stop for a little while. so that i can catch up. because everything is passing by so fast, and I'm really scared.
on a more morbid note, there are family issues that i really need to face. what i need right now is strength and the ability to make the right choices. I'm beginning to feel my life has had a drastic turn for the wrong way.
well..off to sleep

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I get that feeling of wanting to stop time too. Life moves too fast sometimes; it's overwhelming..