Metamorphsis

I think its about time I changed. I want to be more organized, healthy, less lazy, smarter and most of all I want to improve.
What do you think? Can I do it?
I think it is right. I want to be an uptight bitch. ^^
The first thing I need to work on...
1.Grades
The most improtant thing I need to work on are my grades. I just so happens I got eveything above an 85 with the exception of math (60) and science. I REALLY REALLY REALLY NEED TO WORK ON MY MATH GRADE. For math I understand it, but no matter how much I pratice my teachers grading methods is what is messing me up. By the end of this year I want to get at least a B+ to A. (my mom says if I get a 95 and above I can get a ZUNE!) Math is just really killing me. Whenever I take his exams I get so nervous my mind goes blank. It's like the information I studied goes out the other ear. I really need to work hard to keep my math grades up. AND CHEMISTRY! I love chemistry because of the labs you do with the bunsan burners and the chemical elements. BUT I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND IT!!!!!!It's always been like this though. Ever since freshman year, I've always had trouble comprhending science. It truely is my worst subject. BUT I got an 80 on my last report card grade. YAY! *does a little dance around the room* I'm aiming for an 85 the next marking period. Everything else is fine. I want to take at least 3 APS next year. AND THIS YEAR...I AM DEFINITILY NOT GOING TO GET BARRED FROM THE MATH B REGENTS!

2.Organization
I think the reason I get these grades is because of my lack of organization. When it comes to dates and times and schedules I just don't follow what's on the paper. (schedule)I think that is why I'm always so lazy. I don't feel pressured to do things until the very last minitue. Example: I don't start on my homework until 10PM even then I'm talking to my friends while listening to music and doing other things besides my homework. Afterschool my schedule consisits of me eating a snack, then sleep for 3-4 hours, eat dinner, watch televison(it depends on what is on though, I watch House and Supernatural most of the times),go on AIM,facebook,myspace,wash dishes,put my little brother to bed,AND THEN do homework. By then it's already 10PM and when I'm finished I almost always have to study for exams and quizzes. That takes another two hours. Around 1AM in the morning I would be really tired and just want to go to sleep and I wouldn't even put that much effort into studying. And when I don't try; I DON'T GET THE GRADES I WANT!Lately I've been sleeping around 2Am because I don't do the things I need to get done early. BUT THE PROBLEM IS THAT I'M REALLY HORRIBLE AT ORGANIZATION!!!
>.> You should see my notes for sociology, they are all on looseleaf, not organized by dates, past assignments that I should've thrown out months ago. BUT it's an ORGANIZED MESS. I may ntot know where things are BUT I know they're in my folder. ^^

3.Health
Not only do I want to change my grades and be a little bit more organized, I also what to be healither. Not that I'm not healthy, but with an internal organ missing, it helps if I stay healthy. Originally I wanted to workout for at least 5 hours a week, but I would settle for at least 3.5 hours. ^^I want to imprve on my fencing skills, because I SUCK REALLY BAD!!!!My reflexes are so slow and my lunges are horrible. But I just don't want to improve my fencing skills, I want to start running on the treadmill and get a tone body before high school ends. My weight isn't that bad for the AVERAGE AMERICAN. BUT for an average asian...I think it's pretty horrible. I currently weight like about 120-124. It varies depending on the day and how much I ate. But I want to be below 120. It's proven that when excerising it relieves stress. And ESPECIALLY JUNIOR YEAR, IT GETS REALLY STRESSFUL!! Lately I've been taking meditative yoga with my sister and it really helps. It's so hard though expecially the one where you support your weight with your hands, which I haven't accomplished it yet BUT I will.=D

4.SATs
Scholoastic Aptitude something...otherwise know as college entrance exams. O.O *DUN DUN DUNNN* My goal is to get above an 1800. I'm not really setting a high goal just more of a realistic goal. I've taken past exams before, and I did really bad on them. >.< I have FOCUS on focusing in class. Why do teachers have to make lessons so boring? *yawn*

6.Wardrobe
I just though of adding this one in...=D My friend Jolie thinls I wear materinty clothes, THEY'RE called babydolls.>.> Anyways I'm looking to change my style. More sophisticated, BUT NOT UNCOMFORTABLE. Most clothes are anyways. >.> I want a pair OF BOOTS! T.T I'll probably never step foot outside the apartment and if I do I'll probably just trip to my death. ^^ ;

Do you think I setting unrealistic goals? I think I'm going to go though with this. Trust me. Out with the old Lisa, IN WITH THE NEW!

*EDIT I got an 80 in science, my overall average was 84.59. Just clarifying if anyone is confused.*
BTW BLOGGER IS BEING STUPID AND NOT DOING IT'S SPELL CHECK CORRECTLY. SO IGNORE ANY MISSPELLINGS