Monday, September 10, 2007

>.<...gahhhh

My mind is spinning, not in a good way. I feel like I'm going over the ledge of a big rollercoaster not knowing what happens next.
...I'm living it right now. What I have been imagining for the past 15 years...colleges, university, AP classes, SATs, classes. It's all happening, and as much as I really want to care right now...I feel stuck, like I'm here but no one is here to help me. so much pressure...and lately I've been having dreams...of me on the fire escape looking down and then falling...stress...gahhh it's getting to me...
Why do "we" live in a society where there is such competition?

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