so recentl¥ been thinking why i don't post on my blog anymore. i mean it's been the only place where i can rant and be depressed and whine. normal people can only deal with so much. and ive realised that what im going through i need this place to rant even more.
even though is mid july and i have classes and semi-attempting to have a life. things in my life have slowly started turning for the worst.
sometimes i wish that my dad didn't leave. and that he should have been an adult and be mature about it and talk it out. now i don't know where he is; what is he doing; is he alright? my dad has been popping up in my head more recently. with all the stuff going on in my life, how can i not think about my dad and how much i blame him for all this.
i want to call my dad and see what he has to say for the situation he has put us through. I NEED TO KNOW.
it's just really tough to grow up so fast; and not able to be a normal college girl who has time to spend doing nothing. responsibilities suck.
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