i am so not in the mood to study and its already 12 am >.< darn. i really just dont care anymore... >.< anyways i really should though but procrastinating is just part of life for me. its actually a psychological response really. because you fear that you are going to fail you do less...if that makes any sense. i really just dont want to study...even though id like to...its all mind games. >.<
anyways today i went to the dermatologist to get this bump checked out on my back. ever since my mom saw it shes been freaking out thinking its a beginning stages of cancer shes been bugging and bugging me, the doctor said it was just a cyst nothing particularly dangerous but i do have to do surgery to remove it. so im scheduled for a surgery tomorrow. O.o my mom thinks that its dangerous for me to go alone. but my greatest fear is fainting afterward from the anesthesia. >.< but yea...still...
i want to go to a TVXQ concert. NOW!!!
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surgery?!? =OOOOO
omgosh i hope everything turns out ok ><;;;;;;;
and with proctrastination, you sometimes need to force yourself past it, push yourself to do it, try to block out the stuff that you want to do =X
or you can release first, listen to your favorite song or joke around and laugh with friends, release all the tension so its easier to do things that you dont want to do =]
like for me, i was really sick this morning x_x and i did not want to go to class, but i worried about what dinner i had to cook today, hw, tests, and stuff but i ended up going to flushing library and reading manga xP
the manga i was reading was fruits basket(i highly recommend it as well as kare kano ;]) and like i just stopped worrying about everything all the stuff i had on my mind and i was humming one of my favorite songs on the way back home(that was weird ^^;;;;)
and right after i got home, i just (almost automatically o.o) started cleaning the house, washing dishes, and then started hw (which i would have procrastinated hours upon hours just to start x_x)
so yea just saying =]
oops i think i typed too much x_x
well... at least you know what happened to me today ^^;;;;
sorry for using so much space ><;;;
ill stop now ><
oh and ummm i hope everything goes well =]
and not just the surgery =]
btw find a way to relieve all that tension and stress, its not good for you to hold it in so much xP
i know that you barely have time to do that but, take a few minutes listen to a calm soothing song or something =]
or the songs of the band you love so much xDDD
but yea just a suggestion =]
A cyst? Sounds scary. I hope the surgery goes well and that you recover fast.
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