Sunday, July 27, 2008
I hate being the middle man (woman)
Between my parents, I'm the middle woman. I hate being in the middle of the battle field. Because who gets hurt? I do. I'm so sick of telling my dad to pay child support and deal with his IRS payments and his debt. I'm so sick of my mom nagging me about telling my dad to pay child support. I am so sick of being stuck in the middle. WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO TO FUCKIN DESERVE THIS?! I hate being stuck in the middle of a feud. Since my dad doesn't pick up my moms calls I have to call my dad and tell him the stuff that isn't even my business. WHY AM I ALWAYS IN THE FUCKING MIDDLE?! It is taking a toll on my emotions. I can't deal with this all the time. Every single night..."Did you call your dad?" "Did he give you the money yet?" "Tell him that that DMV wants to pay this." "The IRS is looking for your dad" FUCK IT ALL. STUPID. I hate listening to it all the time. I have to do this. And I have to do that. I'm the fucking messenger in this fucking family. I hate this shit! My dad has to grow up and stop being a fucking child. and my mom has to understand that this is too fucking much for a seventeen year old who doesn't even understand why her parents CAN'T ACT LIKE FUCKING ADULTS!! This is too much. really.
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