Monday, January 21, 2008

Homesick

i miss Taiwan again. i always have this feeling of nostalgia i cant get rid of. i always wonder why did my parents move to the US in the fist place? i know they wanted to start a new life. but right now...it would've seemed better if we had stayed in Taiwan.
... i really don't understand my father. when he came here, my Nana wanted him to start a new life. he could have gone to a college and get a degree while working at my aunts restaurant. instead he choose to marry my mom...and now things are just really messed up.
i sometimes wish that maybe if i could turn back time just this once. i would go back to that day in Peekskill,NY when my father arrived to my aunts restaurant and just go there and tell him of all the bad mistakes he made because of his rash thinking.
OMG i cant stop think about Taiwan. even though the government is corrupted; the people there are absolutely amazing.how can such a great country have such a greedy goverment?

2 comments:

Cristy said...

They probably moved here because they thought life was better here. The American government is less corrupted than Taiwan's.

You can move back to Taiwan after finishing college if you miss it so much. :]

Cristy said...

Thanks; I get it now~ :]