Saturdays are getting more hectic. >.>

before i write anything else...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAEJOONG OPPA!!!!
well...HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JAEJOONG OPPA!!!!
i hope everything was fun on your birthday...don't get sick. -_-
hehehe...=DDD
anyways. yesterday or today...still not asleep yet...so wired. @.@ i took my SATs for the first time ever. My brain still hurts but ill tell you what happened. So this morning or yesterday morning I woke up around 6:30 AM. Because we had to be there by 7:45AM. -_- so i woke up feeling tired, i wasn't nervous or anything...i just wanted to sleep more. but i knew i had to get up. so i woke up expecting my dad to be home because he said he would take me to the testing center. =_= gahh. my father DID NOT take me to Flushing HS. INSTEAD I HAD TO LEAVE AT 7AM IN THE MORNING TO TAKE THE BUS TO FLUSHING!!!! i would've been in a much better mood and wouldn't have been so stressed if i didn't have to stand out in the freezing cold. =_= my worst fear was that i was going to be late for the exam. but i arrived on time, actually they made us WAIT out in the freezing cold until 8:00AM. i was really pissed off yesterday morning, and the cold just made it worse. i found my room fine, i thought the most difficult part was finding ones room, but i found mine rather quickly. ^^ the procter was a nice lady with a really loud voice. she's engaged to be married actually. =D i was the first to arrive at the classroom, and she assigned me a seat, the first seat in the first row, it was okay until the desk moved. =_=
I ABSOLUTELY CAN NOT TOLERATE A WOBBLY DESK. It really just annoys the crap out of me. so i asked if i could move my seat, luckily she said yes.
In legal terms I'm not allowed to talk about the test until after I get my scores so im just going to skip that part.
Overall the SATs were meh. I fell asleep after I was done with one of the reading sections. -.- that was a really bad idea. dont ever sleep during the SATs;its stupidand you'll regret. I didnt have a chance to check my answers because i fell asleep. >.< i probable got like 5-10 wrong on that section.
after the sats i had ECON class. ECON is microeconomics. I ARRIVED 45 MINS LATE and EVERYONE was staring at me. T__T i think ECON is going to be a difficult class to handle. by the time class ended, by head felt like it was going to burst. it was pounding so much and i was tired and hungry and cold. T_T
i didnt get to sleep after i got home because my dad took us to korean bbq. i wasnt in the mood for korean bbq. but i wanted to see him so me and my siblings went. the food was really good and afterwards i was craving for green tea ice cream but it didnt really matter because i was really FULL afterwards. ^^
when i arrived home...i was super wiped and I NEEDED SLEEP. so i just changed into my pjs;not even caring if i smelled like smoke or not and just slept.

OMGSH. DBSK!

OMGSH OMGSH OMGSH OMGSH IM GOING TO SCREAM AND SPAZZ. GAHHHHHHHH. I LOVE CRISTY FOR SENDING THE DOWNLOAD LINKS. THANKS CRISTY. I COMPETELY LOVE DARKNESS EYES. I'M LIKE SPAZZING OVER THIS SONG RIGHT NOW. WHEN IT FIRST CAME ON..I WAS LIKE LISA CALM DOWN BREATHE. BECAUSE FOR A MOMENT THERE I ALMOST STOPPED BREATHING....GAHHHHHH 0.0.
I LOVE THEM ALL...OMGSH THA ALBUM ITSELF IS SOO AWESOME. I HAVE GOOSEBUMPS ALL OVER MY ENTIRE BODY RIGHT NOW. OMGSH!!!!!!!! DBSK IS AWESOME.

EDIT 2:09
i love this song. ever since DBSK put it on the summer dream single. i now love it even better because its on "T"
here are the lyrics. credits to candy1pop

LOVE IN THE ICE

It's not your fault those hands are cold
Holding on to the hurts from the past
Afraid to love someone
Turning your back against the true meaning of the story
Like ice, the heart that is hugged
Slowly melts

To be loved by someone or whoever
It makes life shine like this
If it was me
I would make your heart once again
Warm with eternal tenderness

Fate's play
Even if it makes your heart hurt
At the end of the tear

A stream of light
Comes down from the dark
We can know it

We can feel the strong painful feeling
A person's warmth

Sadness and loneliness that everyone has
Looking for the place to recover
Yes for you that place is here
Don't worry don't hesitate anymore
I will protect you

Because it is a beautiful love as it is sad
Jaejoong-(My heart)
Yunho-(Don't be afraid)

This beautiful time as it is ephemeral
Changmin-(Let you know of my mind)
Yoochun-(you know) (Let you know my love)

To be loved by someone or whoever
It makes life shine like this
If it was me
I would make your heart once again
Warm with eternal tenderness

When I meet them one day the first question I'm going to ask is what was on your mind when you were writing this song?=DDD im very curious, i think yoochun wrote this song right? so then the must've been someone on his mind when he was writing this song. im very curious to what he was thinking about. =D

Homesick

i miss Taiwan again. i always have this feeling of nostalgia i cant get rid of. i always wonder why did my parents move to the US in the fist place? i know they wanted to start a new life. but right now...it would've seemed better if we had stayed in Taiwan.
... i really don't understand my father. when he came here, my Nana wanted him to start a new life. he could have gone to a college and get a degree while working at my aunts restaurant. instead he choose to marry my mom...and now things are just really messed up.
i sometimes wish that maybe if i could turn back time just this once. i would go back to that day in Peekskill,NY when my father arrived to my aunts restaurant and just go there and tell him of all the bad mistakes he made because of his rash thinking.
OMG i cant stop think about Taiwan. even though the government is corrupted; the people there are absolutely amazing.how can such a great country have such a greedy goverment?

*GULP* Who wants to see a Balut?

Today, I've literally seen the most strangest food ever. It happens to be called a Balut. What is a balut you might ask? YOU DO NOT WANT TO KNOW! But I'll tell you anyways. A Balut is a fertilized egg that is a delicacy in the Philippines and throughout most of Asia. It is usually sold on streets by vendors. For more info go to wiki, type in Balut. Well, today I happen to try one. It all started last Tuesday when my sister Amy, decided to go to 69th Street in Manhattan and get three uncooked Baluts. One for me,her,and my brother. She came home and cooked the eggs straight away. And ate the two while she left the other one for me. She called me and said she bought the Balut and demanded that I eat it. I responded back just as aggressively "LIKE HELL I WOULD EAT A FREAKING FERTILIZED EGG WITH AN INNOCENT ANIMAL INSIDE IT!!!".
Because that is what a Balut is. A fertilized egg meaning an unborn baby duck that is boiled and eaten with salt.
Fast fowarding to today, my sister decided to boil the last remaining egg and eat it.
We were all looking at her like she was an alien because only someone like Andrew Zimmeran would eat something like Balut. So when she cracked it, I went to get the camera and she started screaming. My brother and I started screaming also because we thought the egg was alive and she was like there was a bubble and I popped it and then all the juice started leaking out so then I screamed. -.-So me and my brother were there watching her eat it.
Here are some pics.



See that brown thing that looks like a baby fetus. THAT IS A BABY FETUS!!



...The camera was a little shaky because I kept laughing...

..what? I thought it was funny?

...Amy dipped it in salt...I asked her why?...

she says that's how you eat it...I read about it ...and she's right.

But I did eat a little piece. The yellow part. With the salt. It tasted like hard-boiled yolk, only a bit saltier.

Amy ate the fetus, and I watched her like I was amazed because I would've thrown up. >.>


She ate it all. I asked her to buy one for me, because if I never try this I will surely regret it.
I WILL NEVER FORGET THIS DAY. EVER.

Happy New Year~

Happy New Year to all my peeps who read this blog. But I'm not really looking forward to this incoming year. sigh.~ all i can think about is...my parents. But I'm not going to ruin today. Although i can say that is wouldn't hurt for my dad to come home every now and then. So yea, have fun this year. make a difference.change something.do something.talk.play.love.