Ugggh! Can't deal with it!

My dad hasn't come home in a week. It was yesterday when he came home. What is his problem? I know mom and dad are fighting but it's gone so out of control. When he does come home he comes home late at night areound 3 and he sleeps on the couch. It's so weird. What is going on? Is he cheating? Or is it because of his job? Why is he fighting with mom all the time? Is it because of financial problems? Or is it us? I hate it when there is so much questions and no answers. >.< All I want is my dad to call more often! Because when I call him he never answers! Is so stupid. Why is he playing at? Is he trying to get attention? I'm so confused and partly scared that he will divorce my mom. If that's true I'm more worried about how are we going to solve this problem financially.

T.T crying over Taiwan

T.T I miss Taiwan. T.T I miss my grandmother. T.T I miss my cousins. T.T I miss the night markets. T.T I miss the food. T.T I miss everything! T.T My mom called my nana today and I when I heard her voice I started bawling. I don't know all these emotions came out and I was crying and talking at the same time, like I couldn't get enough of her voice. I miss her so much. It happenes everytime she calls...I cry. When I leave Taiwan I cry. That is about the only time when I ever cry. Is when I leave my grandmother, or hear my grandmother's voice. It's unsusal its like my heart has the dropping feeling and like its about too break. It's what I try to avoid. But afterwards when she hangs up its like the feeling stays but this big pressure is lifted off my shoulders. I miss her so much. She raised me. I know my mom did. But she was with me since I was born. When I got my kidney removed. And I was crying nonstop. My grandmother was there the entire time holding me. I miss her. I miss her so much.

hairspray+big screen= BAD IDEA!!!

broadways shows should just stay on broadway and not on the big screen! geez the worse way possible to spend my 8.50!!! omgsh it was horrible harispray never watching it again never ever! >.<