My first love.

I was standing in a room. There was water around me. and a runway. I was modeling. >.< class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">alot of skin. She was wearing a blue one piece and crying. Then the other people there called me. The two girls there needed me for something. I went to the bathroom with them and they need me to zip them up. So I did, then one of them accidentally sprayed me with water. My suit was showing stuff that wasn't suppose to show. And my friend was outside crying. I went to comfort her. I hugged her saying that It was okay. I was there. Everything was going to be alright. She didn't need to cry anymore. While I was hugging her and stroking her hair, people were staring at us. Mainly me. I realised I was still wet. Then a group of guys were passing by staring at me. There was one person in that group I recognized. He was in a suit. I was still hugging my friend when I went back to the bathroom. Se was still outside the bathroom, just waiting for me. The girls inside were long gone. And I was trying to dry myself up. I went outside to check up on my friend and he was there. The guy in the suit. I was stunned. My heart was beating so fast. I was still pretty aware that I was still wet and showing alot of stuff. He came up to me. Yea, I knew him. He was from my school, the most popular there. He was in my math class, and yea we would talk. But only about math. I never knew. What he said totally surprised me. " I really did love you."
When you used to lay on your friends shoulder I always wished it was me. But I was engaged to her. It was before I met you. I loved you. You know that now." By then I was crying. "No I didn't. I thought you were lying. We're just friends. All the times I was staring at you, you never started back. I didn't know. You didn't tell me." He said "I'm telling you now, I love you. And I always will. But I can't do anything about it because I'm getting married. It was a promise and I can't break it." By then I was sobbing, and he gave me his jacket. He said "I love you" and I shut the door. I was sobbing and I was so overwhelmed and I realised I will never see him again and how I won't be able to talk to him again and then I opened the door. That's when he kissed me. My first kiss, it was surreal. And I was still crying, the kiss was warm it warmed my body, I could still smell is cologne; he smelled nice and then he left. I cried. My heart broke.

T.T keep dreaming...

edit:8:26 PM
screw it. I typed it up like 4 times and everytime it gets to a good part it skips. whatever. just comment me if you want to hear the rest.