i fail at life. seriously.

i'm so stupid. i know i should've tried harder. so so stupid. i got a F in ECON. and i got kicked out of college now. TT.TT just before i screamed in my pillow for 5 mins because i couldnt believe that i got kicked out
now this summer not only do i not have a job i also wont get college credit and next fall not only will i not take any college courses but i wont have any aps either. OH JOY.
im so disapointed in myself. i knew i shouldnt have taken it. it was to difficult. damn it. i feel like such a retard. this just...really sucks.