AIDS walkathon 2008...COMPLETE.

i will never in my life ever do this again. ever. well maybe in a couple of years. this morning I woke up at 6 in the morning to my alarm. because my sister basically dragged me to Manhatten to the walkathon. T.T really really annoying. so this morning we to the bus to Flushing with my mom and ate curry noodles in the moning. (it's really heavy in the morning, I was reluctant at first but it SMELLED SOO GOOD)Then around 8:30 we took the subway and AMY got us lost. WE HAD TO TRANSFER 4 TIMES! >.< anyways We got out to Lexington Ave and had to walk 4 Blocks to 5th Ave. Amy asked how I knew. The only street signs I know is Lexington, Park, Madison and THEN 5th Ave. We met Amy's math teacher in Central Park. THERE WAS ALOT OF PEOPLE. ALOT OF PEOPLE. SO CROWDED! I saw Amy's school friends and her math teacher. And two friends I knew. We started the walk around 10Am-ish? I dunno all i know was that there was alot of people and my feet hurt after the first 3 miles. I took pics and videos! hahah during the walk Amy's teacher asked me why she was late all the time. i told her its because she's an insomniac and she can't sleep. all i was doing the entire time was walking, listening to music and more walking. I actually counted how many steps I walked. well not me, my phone has this really cool application that counts the steps you walk. ^^ yep THERE WERE DRAG QUEENS. SO FUNNY. there are pic above. And during the halfpoint there was music playing so I danced a little bit. you know there was a bit of head nodding and a bit of 1,2 step going on. ^^ hahah finally around 1:45 or 2 PM. WE COMPLETED 6.2 MILES OF WALKING. YAY!!!! congrats. afterwards i wanted to go eat applebees or something like filling, but my dad kept calling. -.-;;;;; and kept telling us to go to Flushing. >.< so we took the train from Elmherst to Flushing and then it was raining. i dunno when it rains I get into a pissy mood. so i was pissed off afterwards. my sister doesnt like my dirastic mood changes. >.< ahh well. yup this day won't be forgotten for a while. my legs will remember it too! oh yea, congrats DBSK oppas on a successful show in hollywood bowl. ^^ more pics!
And a video. I dunno if you can see it or not. but yea there were alot of people that day.

worst week to date. >.<

this week was so horrible. there was rain. clouds. tears. lonliness. sadness. All i wanted to do was lie in my bed and cry. And I did that on thursday night.
maybe i should start from the beginning.
monday-was okay. thought nothing of it...it was a monday. im always cranky on a monday.
tuesday- the day i got my report card. as expected math and chem wasnt so good. the day my english teacher gave out recommendations to AP Lit. THE CLASS I REALLY REALLY wanted to get into.
wed- I found out that ONLY 3 PEOPLE IN MY CLASS got into it. One was this guy who sits behind me, he...i try harder than him and he still gets in. wtf?! i feel like no matter how hard I try I will never get anything I want. I also went to my dad's AA meeting. it was yea....i had to translate for him. I left early because he told me to. but then he called me and told me to come back. SO I HAD TO RUN 6 BLOCKS BACK TO FLUSHING. >.< not fun...
thurs-was really depressed throughout the entire day. everyone noticed. i wanted to cry. finally when my mom asked me what was wrong i broke down and told her what was wrong. how i didn't get into AP Lit and I tried my best and I still didn't get in. And how I was so disappointed in myself. I cried throughout the entire night.
Fri- still depressed...eyes were swollen in the morning. didn't want to go to school, but still had to. realised that i really don't have any AP's next year. and how its going to look on my high school record. and that just made me more depressed. caught a cold while trying to buy pizza to cheer myself up. cancelled friends meeting. didn't want to go to the rumors play even though i heard it was awesome.
sat- still depressed. all i wanted to do was sleep. so skipped econ class, which wasn't a good idea since i'm failing the class. and just sneezed and coughed and moped around all day.
today- still sick but a little better. i keep beating myself up about this class. i mean i should have tried harder. i know i was giving my best, but if giving my best means rejection what is going to happen if i try for something else...
i hate life.